到我起來的時候已經是下午的事
可是又不想什麼也不做
所以還是去了cafe坐。
本是打算看書的
不過卻變了在補寫日記。
我在想，
有時，我覺得我可以自稱自己做詩人。
有時，我想永遠也徘徊於漸進的旋律中。
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三個人愉快地吃過晚飯後
我回房開始做關於Palindromes的research。
因為對Todd Solondz的「悲觀」想法很有興趣，
所以也看了Welcome to the Dollhouse。
Dollhouse和Palindromes多多少少都看得我有點燥底
就是不明白主角明明已經試過錯過，
到最後還是重覆同一樣的錯。
這大概就是像Mark Wiener所說的一樣：人，永遠也不會變。
People always end up the way they started out. No one ever changes. They think they do, but they don't. If you're the depressed type now, that's the way you'll always be. If you're the mindless, happy type, that's the way you'll be when you grow up. You might lose some weight, your face might clear up, get a body tan, a breast enlargement, a sex change - makes no difference. Essentially... from in front, or from behind... whether you're thirteen or fifty, you'll always be the same.
不像Princess Diaries。
這不是一個醜小鴨會變成天鵝的故事。
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